Star 107.5 event in Brewery, Cheltenham

Today went out for a walk...
Had my breakfast at Nandos....
And my stomach get bloated just by a cup of hot chocolate and a Pita with Humous...
Maybe because I never eat for almost 2days...

Somehow there were some interesting event happening just right outside of Nandos...
Many cute babies outside and I just can't help myself and just staring at them...
Finished breakfast and went out and see what's actually happening...
WOW!! A nice huge and cool robot out there singing songs!!!

ENJOY~~
Listen carefully at the almost end of the video....



It will actually make me laugh even louder if the Robot dance...
And I still couldn't find out what is this suppose to be...
A movie is launching? or... a toy?
It does look a bit like transformer right?
But there is no any sign or advertisement board for it...
no idea...

But I live it:)

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After searching through the internet...
Found out that the event is actually called "TITAN the Robot makes his debut at the Brewery!"

For more detail please click here

Guess what...
All so suddenly...
我失恋了...

I keep asking myself why this happened to me again...
Why...

Isn't it I am a great lover?
Isn't it I changed?
Isn't it I showed more love where i not used to show?

I love him so so so so much...
Why? why a relationship is means to be end?
Why? Why can't I deserve a forever love? a forever partner?

Why... why my Venice trip has to be canceled because I break up with my first love
And now Rome trip is going to be canceled because I break up again...
Why... how can I accept all these fact....

We were really good, aren't we?
We were loving, aren't we?

I wish things could be back to normal...
That's why I wouldn't post this post so soon....

I wish what has happened is just a dream...
A horror dream that always woke me up in the middle of the night...

I know I love him...
I love him...
I just love him...

I could actually let him go if he will be happy there after...
But I know I could give him happiness

25.06.2009
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Calmed down...
Thought about it twice...
I understand everything...or at least more than half...

You are just not that into me...
You need a girl who can be with you when you needed her...
And disappear when you don't need it...

You will gonna show your 100% commitment when you are in the mood to love...
And when you are not... you will feel you being forced to do so...

A normal things that you did for me you feel it is a pain for you...
Things I feel it suppose to be sweet and romantic but you feel you are forced to be a toy...
A basic girl friend request you felt it is unreasonable...

And you wouldn't understand what 'love' is suppose to mean...
If you love me...
Bitter can be tasted as sweet...
Your kind of pain would never exist...

Today...
I will cry out loud for whole day...
I dont mind cry till my eyes blind...
I dont mind anything anymore...
I am just going to let him go...
far far away...
I am dead person today...
Just for today

26.06.2009

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I am not sure am I going to publish this post...
It has been here for 3 days...

I am kind of like mmmm....
Somewhere near to 100% to accept the fact that everything is over...

I know... you are kind of like showing you are actually regretted...
Don't you realize that you are so uncertain about it...?
Your so call 'I guess...' or 'I think...' ?

Love...
Isn't a thing that come when you ask for it....
Drain away when you don't need it...

When I do so much just to get you back...
You told me you are very certain on your decision...
And when I'm ok with it and let you go...
You came back to me...

It is fun?
No, it is not...
So, why?

Do you think it's easy for me to let you go?
NO!! I been finding reasons and excuses just to let you go....
Do you think the pain I had for past 2 days is nice?
NO!! It is suck!! suck!! suck!!

And now...

Imperfections of someone we care make us realize small things that appears will leaves millions of motions when they're gone forever

My BB gonna be back very very soon....

Hahaha...My mood specially good today...
Because... I am gonna see my BB tomorrow early morning at 7am!!!!

Supposedly, we should be meeting each other at my lunch time 1pm and I need to go back to work at 2pm... But!! Impossible!! I swear I couldn't leave my BB just like that... Meet him for only one hour after so long!! neh!!! Hahaha... so... I took Monday off!! Kekekeke... and I bought a coach ticket to Heathrow airport to welcome him back!! I am pretty sure he didnt expect any of these! kekekeke... Suprise BB!!!

Unfortunately I can't post this post now until I meet him in london:)
I just can't wait to see my BB Mr. Dominic Cheah!!

You gonna say bye bye to Malaysia in 2 hours time...
You will have a safe trip back...
BB is here waiting for you my dear...

Without these 22 days...
I wouldn't know you mean so much to me...
Without these 22 days...
I wouldn't know we need each other so much...

Without these 22 days...
I wouldn't know I would be incomplete if you are not here...
Without these 22 days...
I wouldn't know you are holding me so firm and tight and will never ever let me go..

Without these 22 days...
I wouldn't know our love is so strong even though we only have been together for 3 months...

Thanks god you are back here now...
Thanks god you look great and refreshed...

And now you are ready for all the challenges in either your study or working right?
And don't worry... I will always be there for you...
Support you and giving you strength...

And... of course...
I am so looking forward for our first trip! ROME:)
It gonna be great!

With Love,
Jocelyn

为什么最近的眼泪特别。。。

为什么最近的眼泪特别多。。。
为什么最近的眼泪特别大颗。。。
为什么最近的眼泪特别不容易蒸发掉。。。
为什么最近的眼泪特别不听话。。。

I'm sorry...

I'm sorry that I always give up so easily...
I'm sorry...
I did try to change...
But sometime it's really difficult for me to handle everything alone...
You should know that I did try not give up right..
You should know I was trying hard here right...
I can handle all these...
As long as you are in my side and giving me strength...
But once I feel that you are not there...
I would not have the strength to hold on anymore...

Thanks for holding me tight enough...
Tight enough that wouldn't let me drain away....

Happy fathers day...

Bah...
Happy Fathers Day...
Hope you will be forever healthy...
And happy forever...
Called you just now...
You seem quite happy there:)
Told you about my result...
You sounded even more happy!
I know you are proud of me...

Maybe you are not the best husband...
But you definitely are my best father...
Thanks for protecting me...
Thanks for taking care of me...
Thanks for allowing me to study abroad...

I still remember the scene where you protected me from brother when we were fighting...
I still remember you always serve the biggest prawn to me...
I still remember you always ask me what I want for tomorrow breakfast and you would like to prepare for me... and the next day you really would... and you never break your promise...

You are always my best and cutest father...
I love you and sorry for can't be with you for ages...
Please take care of yourself ba...
I miss you so much...so much so much!!!!!

AND SEE HOW SILLY IS MY DADDY?!!
HAHAHAHHA...

hehehe... hahaha...

Hehehe...

Hahaha...
Kekeke...

First of all!!!
Super Duper
Happy Birthday to
HUI BEE...

Happy 22nd birthday:)
Wish you will have a bright future:)


I am very very very very sure you love the surprise right!!!
Mission completed!!

"got extra quarry"
Kekekekekeke

好想念谢先生

谢先生。。。
你也该回来陪陪你的爱人了吧
以后不许你再离开我
这20天真的比上月球还来得久

我想你快想得发疯了
我不要你 kiss me thru the phone
我不需要 Tiffany
我只要 “多美丽”

快点回来疼疼我
快点回来安抚我
快点回来陪陪我
快回来卿卿我

在不回来我就把它给吃了！

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！！！

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缘分

Wow! Just now went to peiman's blog...
Wanna find her old post about her trip to Rome...
Suddenly saw my old blog's link...
Clicked it and read through...
Wow... not bad not bad...
Wonder why I can't write the same style as I used to write anymore...
Quite like that type of writing :P
And my mandarin seems like damn geng there:P

Anyway... that blog is full of sadness and unhappiness...
But there is one post I feel worth sharing it here:)

缘分

有时候，你在哪里、遇到谁、是否能够在一起、又能在一起多久，都是上天注定的。这就是所谓的“缘分”。

在我最伤心的日子里，听了这故事。。。它让我好过了很多。。。好想跟大家分享。。。

从前有个书生,和一个 青梅竹马的未婚妻约好在一年书生上京完试回来后结婚。到那一天，未婚妻却嫁给了别人。书生受此打击, 一病不起。这时，路过一游方僧人，从怀里摸出一面镜子叫书生看。书生看到茫茫大海，一名遇害的女子一丝不挂地躺在海滩上。路过一人, 看一眼，摇摇头, 走了。又路过一人, 将衣服脱下,给女尸盖上, 走了。再路过一人,过去, 挖个坑, 小心翼翼把尸体掩埋了。 僧人解释道, 那具海滩上的女尸，就是你未婚妻的前世。你是第二个路过的人，曾给过他一件衣服。她今生和你相恋，只为还你一个情。 但是她最终要报答一生一世的人, 是最后那个把她掩埋的人,那人就是他现在的丈夫。

往往。。。我们只不过是扮演着第二位路人的角色。。。诚心祝福别人。。。也许对谁都会好过点。。。不是吗？
失恋族。。。要加油哦。。。加油寻找第三位路人吧：）

my old blog link :

the fusion of reality and mysteries unveiled

How about the day after...

BB: Miss you. I need you now, later and tomorrow :(

Me: Later and tomorrow only? The day after tomorrow leh?

BB: The day after tomorrow? I'll still love you like how I missed you the day before lor. Same goes for the days following...

Me: Haha.. Then how about the day after the days following? Haha:)

BB: I'll love my bb now tomorrow and FOREVER!!

Me: B... How about.... The day after forever leh...:)

BB: There are no days after forever b.. To make things clear :P I love you today, tomorrow, forever and after death and rebirth if you believe in that :)

Me :Yi... So nice...:) b... I believe in you:) and now i'm happy to sleep d b:) good night.. And i love you as much as you love me b.:)

Inspiring

Just read a person's blog...
wow... I respect her...
Love reading her blog...
Make feel like she is smart, talented, special, gorgeous, sexy and bla bla bla...
I used to admirer her beauty...
and she is really really charming...
I know her because she used to be my primary's friend's gf...
I was damn admirer their love cause my primary friend also consider handsome la...
I love seeing new couples and their loving pictures...
and this couple they do have a lot of nice and loving pics...

I hate seeing people being emotion because of relationship...
and I hate seeing couples broke up the most...
Unfortunately... it happened a lot in 2008...
And I am one of the victim...
In the beginning of 2009...
Their loving pics seem to be deleted from FB and FS...
I wonder why...
and I just found out the girl's blog...
read it... and I love it:)
If only I could be a guy:P

I wonder why...
She is so so so attractive...
Why wouldn't she post her pic in her blog?
I wonder why...
She is so special...
hahahaha...
I sound so gay...:P

祝天下有情人，终成眷属
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It is 4am now....
and the sky is bright already....

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Check this out... you and your imaginary boyfriend
I heard quite a few successful examples already:P

Blush night

Wow.... just came back from Blush...
The feel is damn nice right now...
Danced for 2 and a half hours non-stop...
Never drink much...
The music was so so only...
The lighting was bad...
No much pretty and handsome...
But I am just simply damn high!
I just simply loveeeee dancing!!!

After all and all....
Blush was not recommended for teenager to club... :P

can't take it ...
at least .. should be like our friends ...

at least .. should congratulate me...
at least .. should said thanks to me...
and now chances will never ever give to .. anymore
haha.. gossip :P

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Result released

Loading... Loading... and finally... It loaded at 1pm...
Yesterday, I thought I wouldn't sleep the whole night and will just keep refreshing that particular page...
But I was too tired and sleepy plus that "Gateway Error" sign just didn't give me enough motivation to stay awake and keep refreshing...

Today morning a super bad nightmare woke me up at 7am and first thing in my mind is to "refresh" it again... unfortunately, it still giving me the "gateway error" sign... then sleep back untill BB woke me up to work... before leaving the house... "refresh" it again... still cannot... give up...

The 4 hours to lunch time passed quite fast which I expect it to be slow... rush back home!! first thing is to ask "ruby! can check already ah?" Ruby said... "loading loading...." then... finally ruby logged in and we decide to see her result first... Ruby's result is quite disappointing specially the dissertation... I can really see the effort that she put in... how come our tutor can give her that mark:( but luckily all passed... and I was really no mood to see mine... as I know it would be disappointing too...

Then my turn... Scroll down slowly...slowly... surprisingly, the one that I worried the most got much hire than what I expected... and the other 2 exams' results are not bad as well... enough to cover my dissertation result which got lower than what I expect...

and... I got my first class degree... I really got my first class degree... I thought I will cry out loud and party happily at night... but I didn't... I am not happy... I feel relief and finally I got what I want... but... ... if only both of you... both of you... both of you...... if only... you can get first class as well... and if only he can get higher marks...

B... I am so worry about you...
It seems like many things doesn't go well...
Many problem and barrier...
But I am sure we will go through it together...
Let's prove to them...
How much we meant for each other...
How strong we are holding each other...
Let's prove to them...
You can do better...
Just like how you said...
We will make things work...
I trust you B... I always do...
Do your best in your final year K?
We will go through this together...
As long as you dont get angry when I ask you to study more:(
Miss you B...
13 days more...
and I am already dying to see you now...
But still hope you can enjoy your days in Malaysia to the maximum...
Cause after this we will never be a part anymore:)
Love you always...

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Haven tell my daddy and mummy about my result yet...
Would they be happy? I mean like really happy and proud of me?
Mmmm...
They always very FONG SAM (rest assured?) and know I will do my best...
Maybe that's why they don't really ask...
But sometime I do hope that they could show a bit of concern or at least worry that I might not get good result or at least... give me a bit of pressure... or at least scold me a bit la...
Now is like I got first class... but don't really know who to tell and what is the point of getting it...:(

FINAL RESULT

In few second time I am going to check my result...
My final final final result...
Gosh...
My heart is pumping fast...
I can't talk properly...
Can't breath properly...
Suddenly... all my confident has dropped down to the bottom...
All I want is...
to get my first class degree...
God bless me...

And all the best to everyone who are also waiting to see their result...
Good Luck...
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Gosh!!! The website is damn slow...
I can't even log in!!! how!!!
I couldn't sleep without seeing the results!!!

Rome

ROME

Vatican City

Colosseo - The Colosseum

Trevi Fountain

Guess what!!!
I am going to Rome for a 3days 2 nights trip
on the 2nd of July with my BB!!!
Yesterday skype with BB and I told him that suddenly
I felt like going to Rome...
Then he said let's go la!
Then check see got cheap air ticket or not...
DIM ZHI!!!
£0 go and £0 return!!
Then?
Faster book it la!
but of course the price is not include airport tax la...
total for return is only £116.90 for 2 people...
Yuhoo...
Then faster book the hotel...
Then?
GAO DIM!!!
I LOVE YOU B!!!!

The above 3 attractions from Rome are the places that I wanted to explore the most...
Then I would like to explore the below one also:P

The Pantheon
St. Peter Basilica
Piazza di Spagna
The Rome Forum
Vatican Museums

Haven really know what is the story behind those attraction yet
Will definitely do it in these few weeks!
And plan good good where to visit!

I heard my friend Jeremy said their pizza and pasta are super duper nice but they offer very small portion with expensive price...
nvm... mean can try a lot of different 1:P
yuhooo....

I AM SO DAMN LUCKY!!!

OMG!!!!!
I AM THE LUCKIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD!!!!!
THANKS GOD!!!
THANKS TO MY DADDY MUMMY!!!
THANKS TO EVERYONE!!!

Haha... this is all about my job... I am really appreciating what I am having now... sometime I really feel that I am too lucky until I am scared of one day god is going to take back whatever he/she has given to me...

2 years ago, I applied only 3 companies for my placement and I got 2 interview and both of them offer me the position. I would not claim the reason for this as I am good or talented...Because, that time my English is really poor and the interview was not as good as what I expected...

Then recently I been thinking of find another part time job as I am really short of $$ plus I am really free and the most important is... my BB is not with me now so I am bored... 2 months ago I did ask my manager(Warren) whether he want a full time worker or not as I am interested... then he said he is happy with the hours that I am working now... so... today, lunch time I called Greggs cause I am very interested in working in Greggs cause I love baking plus... and when I was young... my dream is to become a cashier... hahaha... and so far I haven got the chance of being a cashier...but, Greggs did not pick up my phone... then when I back to office...I thought of maybe I should ask my manager permission first before I work with another employer because accounting firm very sensative on this issue... then... find the most suitable time to talk to him and before that I have made a nice clear sentences and reason for working extra... bla bla bla.... DIM ZHI!!!!! OMG OMG OMG!!!!! He said that he doesn't know I actually can work so many hours if not he would have ask me to work for more!!!!!! That's mean.... next week on I am his full time worker already... I will be working every weekday lu... which mean... I will have more $$$.... which also mean... I will have to pay much much much more tax compare to last time... and also mean... I will have less time for my BB already...

Oh... about tax... haih... I calculated... if I work as a full time... I will need to pay more than a thousand per year for tax... wah... mean... I work for 12 months and I will only get 11months pay and the rest will go the the goverment... so many meh... me myself also not enough already... somemore has to pay for the council tax cause I am no longer as a student...

Luckily the personal allowances has gone up for year 2009/10 :)

Income Tax allowances	2007-08	2008-09	2009-10
Personal Allowance	£5,225	£6,035	£6,475

but still... half of my salary will be taxed on 22% tax rate... hopefully 2010-11 allowances will increase also la... £8,000 will be super great! Kakaka... quite impossible... unless UK suddenly FAT DAT already...

Hmm... so from next week on, I will be working every weekday oredy... :( :( :( got more ££ but less leisure time... what to do? Need ££ to go travel, to shopping, to eat nandos, to order delivery, to pay rent, to buy sovenier, to party, to..... BE HAPPY:)

You and me...

As I woke up early in the morning...
My mind was filled with the thoughts of you...

As I about to go to bed...
I wish that I could meet you in my dream...

When love is distant it grows strong...
When it returns it blooms...

And now you are 6500 miles away from me...
I still feel that I am so much being loved, cherished, and missed...

I miss you my dear...

You give me warm and comfort every time you come near to me...

Nothing can break us apart cause we are holding each other strong and tight enough...

I always compliant that you got no muscle and big body...
But, god knows that I love hugging you and
lie on you the most...

Thanks for all the sweet and loving moment that you have brought to my world...

I can handle all the pain and trouble as long as you are there...
You are the one who give me strength and energy to go through every single barrier...

Forever is no longer long for me as I am with you
which make me feel that forever isn't long enough...

Bristol 29.05.2009

Last Saturday went to Bristol for a day trip!!!
We actually planned to rent a car and go around Cotswold...
Dim zhi all the car rental companies said no car available on Saturday...
Then we finally choose to go bristol for a short trip lo...
As usual:) Got Ruby, Karthik and BB sure will be a nice trip 1!!!
The weather is super good!!! Super sunny:)
But, something bad happen to Ruby and Karthik...
Feel so bad about it...

we picnic in the park when we first arrived in Bristol, picked something from Tesco :)
Duck Hoisin Wrap in Tesco is the best! £2.30

Then went to Bristol Cathedral.. Similar to the Gloucester 1:P
no need entrance fees


Walk very very far only come to the Brunnel's ss Great Britain attraction! £8.50 entrance fees
Isambard Kingdom Brunel’s maritime masterpiece was the world’s first ocean-going, propeller driven iron ship.

Then we decided to go for a boat trip!
£4.25! worth it! very nice! got 'tour guide' 1 somemore:P
45 minutes:)

Bristol street art is quite famous... we specially love this piece of work:)

Nice shoot Bro! proud of you and the model of course! :P

We didnt take much of pictures because after the boat trip...the camera's battery has died...:(

Ruby lost her wallet...DKNY 1 somemore... the most worrying one is all the important identity cards are all gone... plus Ruby's passport has been submitted for extension... now she got no any identity document at all.. very troubling...In the beginning, we did have quite high hope that we can eventually find back the wallent... but... until today... we got no clue where the hell the wallet has gone...

After finding wallet and finished dinner at nandos we walk back to the train station which took us more than half an hour to reach... we reached at the train station at 10pm and ruby faster buy her return ticket cause her ticket is in her lost wallet... then went and check what time is the next train... DIM ZHI!!! no more train to Cheltenham Spa! the nearest station is Gloucester... gosh... no choice... anyhow we have to go back because ruby next day got work...

Jump into the train and we realised we are actually holding Cheltenham Spa ticket and we got no time to buy a new 1!! so how? We BOK la...me and K keep trying to figure out what is the best excuse for it! bla bla bla... dim zhi the check ticket uncle dont even look at the detail of the ticket then give us a chop already...hahahha... at least something great happen...:) if not... we will have to pay £20 penalty each leh...

Then from gloucester take bus 94 back to cheltenham...again... ruby dont have her Student ID cause is in her wallet... Then she has so pay £2.90 for it... so mm dai...

Then! Monday K and ruby went to the train station to get back K's bicycle...cause he parked in train station on last saturday... DIM ZHI!!! It's not there!!! I could really tell that one is a super nice bic la...lost already... Hmmm...

Everything seems so unlucky to Ruby... I hope this small small incident can actually prevent a big incident happen... god bless ruby... Ruby... I am always here to support you... love you...

人生

今天让我觉得自己已经完完全全得放下了过去了的感情。。。
感觉很好。。。很舒服。。。 很开心。。。很幸福。。。
终于明白一些事情。。。

刚刚看完Marley and me... 很有意思。。。I love it。。。
人生中总会不断的遇到不同的困境。。。重要的是不要轻易放弃和紧抱着知足的意念。。。
开开心心的走过每一段不同的人生阶层。。。

Marley and me 戏中的 Marley 真的很很很adorable。。。
但不是我的dream dog。。。
前一阵子真的很想领养一只狗。。。
但看完Marley and me之后却觉得自己好像not ready yet。。。
Hmmm。。。可是真的很很很想有一只自己的狗狗。。。
Hmmm。。。或许在考虑一下下。。。

很想念他。。。 有股想回家的冲动。。。
很久没跟妈咪聊天了。。。
明天一早call妈咪。。。
再call姐姐。。。听说她买了12月来英国的机票。。。
有点生气为什么她没跟我商量就买了。。。
人家12月想回家啦！
Hmmm。。。
唯有再plan过咯。。。

I miss you B...
Today is just the first day...
And I already can't wait for the day you coming back...
Life is really lonely without you...
I wanna go Jacuzzi with you B...
Wanna talk to you in the steam room...
Wanna hug you and watch drama...
Wanna listen you said " I love you B..."
B... I am so lucky to have you...
My genious BB...

Summer 2009

Today I finally understand why Bernard, BB and Hui Bee complain about the summer...

Few days ago, Bernard and BB keep complain about the day light in summer is too long and they would prefer like in winter time when the sky will turn dark in 4pm... Their argument is they feel the day is longer in winter compare to summer... i felt funny when Bernard said: " when 4pm the sky already turned dark and you will feel like you are actually online and play game in the midnight and after so long you look at your watch, ei... it is only 10pm... so early... whereas summer time...." and BB agreed with him... omg...that time I wonder what is the logic of that? and now... i totally agree with what Bernard said... I was shocked when I realized now is already 11.30pm!! I did woke up early in the morning at 7am and why am I still feel that the day is not long enough and in fact is very short? mmmm....

And now is just beginning of the summer and I have already got sun burn... when I step out from the house I just felt like I am actually toasting myself... hahaha... there is once I even suspect whether my hair is burning or not when I smell somethings funny... scary!!

But I go out almost everyday in summer... when I see the weather is so nice out there... gosh... i can't stand myself from staying in the house... We did BBQ more than 3 times already... Went for picnic 3 times and have uncountable ice cream already... Conclusion... Summer is still the best of the best:P

Congratulation to Bernard!!

Bernard got his placement already!!!
Don't know why I am so excited about that...
As I always say... If you apply for 100 or more vacancy sure will at least get one offer!
And he really did it!!
I knew it will be a good news when you said you have an interview just few days before you go back to Malaysia!
And you got it!!
Congratulation!!
Well done, Bernard!

20days without you

BB left UK and went back to Malaysia this morning:( I really thought I would never cry for that since he will be back in 20days time... But, I cry like hell when I saw the bus is approaching us... The bus was suppose to come at 8.15am... but it late for half an hour... at that moment, I did wish that it will never come... and dont take my BB away from me...

Can't imagine the life without him... 20 days I will have to eat breakfast, lunch and dinner all by my own... Ruby will be working "24/7"... she dont even have sufficient time for herself:( 20days no one is going to hold my hand and sayang me... no one is going to put me to bed... no one is going to pack my bag... no one is going to remind me to bring my house key to work... no one is going to company me go shopping... no one is going to watch drama and movie with me... and no one will let me scold when my mood is not good:( B... I miss you sooo much...

Another 8 hours you will be in Malaysia already... Have a nice holiday in Malaysia BB... I will be safe here and will take good care of myself... dont have to worry about me... love you...

I hope nothing bad will happen in these 20 days... I hope my BB will drive safe in Malaysia... I hope he will be missing me every second... I hope next days when i wake up BB will be beside me to surprise me...