Thursday, 30 April 2009
First final year exam
FM306 Corporate Governance...
All the best to me...
Am I well prepared?
Ok Ok la...
Hehe...
Ga Yao! Yuhoooooo......
Wednesday, 29 April 2009
Good Luck to Everyone!
Monday, 27 April 2009
Motivated!
Sunday, 26 April 2009
You can shine...
I nearly cry toward the middle part...but xx xxx xxx x xxxxx xxx xxxx.... xxxxxx~~~ (words deleted-advised by Hui Bee)
Demotivated
I got lotssssss to study.... lotsssss to do....
But... why am I stoning here... Surfing net... facebook+ing... reading blog... chit chatting...
I did nothing much after handed in my dissertation...
I stayed up for whole night till early morning but I can't even complete one page of note...
I start sitting here since 9pm but until now I haven even start my revision yet!
What the hell am I doing...
What happened to me...
Friday, 24 April 2009
Ex relationship
Before I broke up with my first love... I had a dream... I wish... I could marry my first love... When I saw my friends are in a relationship... I was so damn envy them! There were chances that I can be in a relationship too... but I know we were not serious and it wouldn't have a good ending... I insisted to only a relationship when I am ready and mature...
But my first love did not end up right... 5 years... I had a hard time... there were thousands of times that he betrayed me... he cheated on me... lie to me... and I "stupidly" forgive him... I dont know why... Am I love him that much? or... I just want to fulfill my dream and marry to my first love...? 5 years... wow... 5 year... I wonder i would have how many 5 years in my life... huh?
He coupled with a girl immediately after we broke up...or maybe I should say before we break up? doesn't matter? It was so pain... and I have to act like... I am alright with it... just to be the win side... He is so cruel to me... I saw their loving pic... then... I started to judge the girl... "Pretty or not?" "Good or not" I even feel like asking my friends who look more pretty between me and her... childish... until today... they pic still frequently pop up in my mind.. and the feeling is really not good... but I know just the matter of time... I can handle that!
And the same applies to him... I dont know why he only get to know I were in a relationship a week before... he said he been trying hard to know how am I and how's my life going... but if he really does... he should be able to know from my blog, my msn and my facebook.. but it seems like he is the last person who know I am in love~~
He called me... he cried... but I dont knwo why he cried... He cried out loud for half an hour... I guess he always take me for granted and finally he know he lost me... and I am no longer his... We both know we are impossible anymore... He told me he still keep my pic in his wallet... and many other stuff... but I really hope he can stop doing that since he already has a girl friend... what is the point... and I hope he can tell his parents we broke up... it is ok not to tell them the reason but at least tell them... we are no longer together...
I cursed him before...
"I curse you will never ever find someone who will sincerely love you, all you have will be those who will betray you and make use of you and dump you on street! Disgusted! I know this is cruel but nothing beats yours!"
I know... ruby said it is not good to curse someone and it with apply 100 times back to you... but that time i were really angry... and now I want to take off the curse.. and change to:
"I wish you will find someone who will sincerely love you and you can sincerely love her, no more playing and betraying in love... no more lying no more hurting no more flirting... and all the best in your life..."
To my love B... thanks for trusting me and believing in me... Thanks for being there all the time for me... I wish we both would not have the chance of getting the pain of losing each other... if really can... I wish we could be forever...
Dissertation Status: Completed
Handed in dissertation on Wednesday! If you ask me how satisfy am I for my dissertation... mmm... I would say... 95% la... This year I really very good girl... never do things last minute... and the return for that is I am super happy for the results I get for the other 2 assignment... haha... fortunately I only got 2 assignment and 1 dissertation for the whole year... thanks god... if you ask me... how much do you think I can get for my dissertation... mm... normally... I will aim high but feel like I wont get that high... but this time... for the time and effort... I guess "no matter how bad also wont be too bad"... hopefully... first class la please~~ I really need it! please please please~~
Actually 1 week before hand in my dissertation... I am really demotivated for first class... cause the dissertation really time consuming and I hate when the tutor ask me to delete here and there, amend here and there... some point I MING MING feel is good 1 then he feels they are not link or not strongly supported by critics... I nearly give up... then one day morning I received Sammi's message and she was damn happy and tell me our group assignment's result came out already... ask me to go check... that assignment is done by group which includes Ruby, Sammy, a China girl and me... then I saw her so happy I guess the result must be quite high... so I was expecting for 70-75% and that was our aim as well... then check! Oh my god... that is super high! 81% (Thanks Rhian)!!! Motivated Motivated Motivated!!! I know I am not that bad! I know I can do it! Then faster went and amend my dissertation and make it perfect!
Thanks for my tutor Jim Keane... He is really a responsible tutor... chasing me for meeting and try his best to bring out my ideas and thought... super good la... Hope I would not dissapoint you Jim... Looking forward for my result! Besides, I also wanna thanks both my love ones My B and Ruby... Luckily they are always always always there for me when I needed help... without them I would not come to this stage... Thanks Ruby for always motivate me... always says my dissertation looks perfect, make sense and interesting... you know... I always feel relief when you said that...Thanks my B for checking my English and helps me to rephrase sentences... I was damn touch but guilty that you checked my dissertation even though you have not finished your own assignment which need to pass up the next day... Thanks B... I love you a lot a lot and a lot...
After handed in Dissertation... oh my god... I am totally in a holiday mood already... I slept for more than 10 hours then planned to watch E.U on the bed for whole day... until today morning only feel a bit stress for exam... hahahaha... mmm... ok la... since I have recharged... should study more efficeintly! all the best to me and all my friendssss... hope you guys done well for your dissertation and preparing well for your coming examsss!!
Sunday, 19 April 2009
Saturday, 18 April 2009
Love Quotations
1. Alfred Lord Tennyson
It's better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all.2. Richard Bach
If you love something, set it free; if it comes backs it's yours, if it doesn't, it never was.3. Cinderella
Do you love me because I am beautiful, or am I beautiful because you love me?4. Joan Crawford
Love is a fire. But whether it is going to warm your heart or burn down your house, you can never tell.5. Theodore M. Hesburgh
The most important thing a father can do for his children is to love their mother.6. Lisa Hoffman
Love is like pi - natural, irrational, and very important.7. Mother Teresa
If you judge people, you have no time to love them.8. Philip Barry
Love: Two minds without a single thought.9. Albert Einstein
Gravitation can not be held responsible for people falling in love.I want a new watch...
Muah Chee
and I made it!
Cutting process is really difficult!
B do the mixing
.... and....
Tadaaaaaa!!!!!!
Ps: The peanut is a bit big... cause dont have..."PENUMBUK"...hehe
Thanks B for inspiring me... but it came a bit late though...:P
For recipe click here
Overall: 75%
Friday, 17 April 2009
Chicken Chop
Hehehe... It is super super super super nice!!!!!! Especially... the smash potato... hehehe... cause I made 1... :P
Chicken chop recipe is from Here
Thanks B and Ruby... Love you all so much:) Muacks...
Overall: 90%
Wednesday, 15 April 2009
Hillsborough Disaster
Google it!
In summary:
Hillsborough Disaster was a deadly human crush at Hillsborough football staduim and remained as the most serious stadium related disaster in British.
On the 15th of April 1989 (20 years ago), there was a FA Cup Semi-final between Liverpool and Nottingham Forest. But, it was abandoned six minutes after the match started due to fans were running to the field to escape from the human crush.
The stadium has segregated between opposing fans. However, they placed the liverpool fans in a smaller area even though they officially have more fans than Nottingham forest.
Besides, there was an unannounced road repair on the way to the stadium and caused some of the fans did not reach on time before the game start. Thousands of people including those without ticket arrived to the entry late and tried to enter after the game started. Fans started pushing and the police are forced to open one of the gate in order to prevent the front people injured from human crushing. Then the fans started rushing into the same direction cause there was no one to guide them to the right direction plus people were hearing the cheering sound from indoor and started to get more anxious! And... this... caused... a 94 people died... and mostly is teenager...
Detail is here for those who interested to know more...
There are many videos show in Youtube too... I don't feel like posting it here cause it is really sad :( :( :(
*There are something else I wanted to blog... But, spend a bit too much time in blogging this already... leave it tomorrow la...*
Sunday, 12 April 2009
Happy Easter Day
Easter bunny and Easter eggs hunts is part of the modern activity to celebrate Easter. And why bunny and eggs? Because, Legend says... Bunny used to hide the basket which filled in coloured eggs, sweet and toy somewhere in the house on the night before Easter for children to find when they wake up early morning in the Easter Day. The coloured eggs are the symbol of rebirth.
Also refer to: http://www.holidays.net/easter/bunny1.htm
Happy Easter :)
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*Today early morning received a call which I never ever expect. I just hate this fellow, wonder why he can be so ungrateful and inexorable... 'Bite the hand that feeds you' - best suit you! I am so disgusted! Yiaks! I curse you will never ever find someone who will sincerely love you, all you have will be those who will betray you and make use of you and dump you on street! Disgusted! I know this is cruel but nothing beats yours! *
~I had a bad Easter~
Saturday, 11 April 2009
Dissertation Status: Almost complete
Next aim will go to FM308 which is a 100% exam module... Mmmm... will use 4 days to revise all the necessary chapter! God bless me... and all the best to you all as well :)
REALLY REALLY LOOKING FORWARD FOR SUMMER HOLIDAY!!!
* Happy Birthday to my youngest brother Wai Wai *
Love is...
—I Corinthians 13:4-8a (NIV)
A relationship would not last long if too many emotions is involved. Knowledge and knowing each other is the KEY element of a healthy relationship. Same applies to commitment, a relationship without equal commitment from each other will never ever sustain even though love and sex is accompanied, a strong and lasting relationship will be destroyed if based on these 2 things only.
Friday, 10 April 2009
Good Friday
Not sure whether am I right... Let's find out more on "What is Good Friday?"
- Friday before Easter
wordnet.princeton.edu/perl/webwn - Good Friday, also called Holy Friday or Great Friday, is the Friday preceding Easter Sunday ("Pascha"). It commemorates the Crucifixion of Jesus Christ and his death at Golgotha.
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Good_Friday - Good Friday is acknowledged in Christianity as the Friday during Holy Week, the day that the Church designates as the anniversary of the Crucifixion of Jesus Christ. The service that is celebrated on this day includes the climactic adoration of the Cross. ...
www.holycross.edu/departments/visarts/projects/kempe/text/gloss2.html - observes Christ's Crucifixion, death and burial with solemn prayers, the Passion according to St. John, and the Veneration of the Cross.
www.theadvent.org/liturgy/glossary.htm - The day that Jesus was put to death on the cross is known as ‘Good Friday’ in the western church and ‘Great Friday’ in the eastern church. ...
www.easterncathedrals.org.uk/glossary/retrieve.php
But, I have never heard about it before... mmm... maybe should go and ask the local people here...
Thursday, 9 April 2009
Let's put more effort on it!
- studying time should > gaming time + net surfing time
- sleeping time should > 5 hours per day and < 8 hours per day
- eat on time...
- no more stoning
- no more excuse
- no more complaining
- stop being lazy
- fully focus on our aim and objective
My heart work here :)
Career...
Today I received an email from Mark, My ex-manager from Xerox! I am not sure whether it is a good news or not... It should be a good news but I am not as happy as what I thought, he mentioned that Trevor, my ex-director who has quit his job in Xerox and work in Hertz is recommending me to his friend who owned an accounting firm in London. On top of that, Mark has communicated with HR about me returning to Xerox plus Robert, the tax director is looking for a potential fresh graduate student as well...
All these are what I have been looking for... get a permanent job in UK... and now the opportunity come without my effort... I should be appreciate it... but, I am a bit scared of living in London alone without Ruby... I am too dependent on her:( When I imagine me staying in London with all my own... gosh... it is killing me... Initially, we thought it is definite that we would not be able to find a permanent job here in UK because of the financial turmoil. So, we were planning to take ACCA course in University of Gloucestershire and part time working in Cheltenham... We even looking for houses to continue stay in Cheltenham for another year... but...should I double consider it again? What is the next step I suppose to take?
To be honest I actually prefer to study in stead of working...I would like to complete another professional examination on top of my degree... and I guess previously I were making excuses that I definitely would not be able to find a permanent job here in UK and blamed it to the credit crisis... But actually, I never even try to apply 1 vacancy...:( I am sorry... :(
It will also be a problem for me if I choose to continue study for ACCA... cause I have to use my own saving for my tuition fees plus I have to settle the cost of living by my own... this year were easy for me as I got sponsorship from the University... so my cost of living can be fully covered by my pay. But for ACCA... I got to pay the tuition fees by myself... today I estimated all my expenses and income... and it came out all the negative figures... gosh... scary... mmmm... so many options... so many consequenses... which is good? which is not so good? mmm....have to spend more time on it... god bless me~~~
I DO~ I DO~
Thanks for accompanying me all the time...
Thanks for loving me deep in your heart...
Thanks for spending time with me when I am bored...
Thanks for your patients and enduring my mad temper...
Thanks for forgiving me when I go out of control...
Thanks for your supports when I am depress...
Thanks for your understanding when I said I missed him...
Thanks for trusting me in any circumstances...
And now... I am... ALL YOURS, My BB Dominic...
Tuesday, 7 April 2009
First Body Combat class in my life
3.30pm only finished all the appointment and was really tired... fly back home and have a nap... then 7.20pm!! Body Combat!! Wow!! Highly recommend all my friends to try it at least once, I'm very very very sure that you all will like it... plus it make me sweat! not a lot but at least i sweat!! I felt so so so relieve and happy after the class... I like it so much... to those who 1 to keep fit 1... I'm sure body combat will help... I love the instructor... she is so energetic, so friendly... the most important is i love her body... very firm and sexy... I wish I could be like her.... soon! soon! soon! I hope tomorrow my muscle would not pain till can not go to work la:P Friday I wanna try again! who wanna join? It is really fun fun fun... I love BODY COMBAT... here is the short demo for Body Combat... enjoy~~
Nice right!! Try it!!
Sunday, 5 April 2009
Happy Sunday
After that ruby has to rush back to work, we send her back and I thought we might as well to shop for a while since the weather is so nice and I never shop for long time already... first went to Republic, Dim Zhi! shop there for about an hour and debited my bank for £87!! I just simply can't resist the clothes that I like when I feel it look nice on me:( so... £87 gone... after that dont dare to shop anymore... faster cycle back home in case I spend till my bank overdraft again...
Then went back home... rest for a while... Go Yoga lo... BB do Yoga damn funny... I was like trying to not look at him in case I will laugh out loud and disturb the rest... but sometime I did secretly look at him and laugh secretly... hahaha...
Till now almost 12am still haven touch any of my revision and dissertation yet... Holidays always make me feel lazy and inefficient in doing my work... I guess I always do more work during term time instead of during holiday... haih... NEED TO WORK HARDER NEXT WEEK! Jia You:)
*Thanks Ruby for bringing the chicken salad for me:) I love it!Muacks*
*Thanks B for company me for whole day and go Yoga class with me:) I love all the pictures very much! Shall I post it here?*
Saturday, 4 April 2009
My forever best friend...
I still remember I wrote something in Word and saved in somewhere half year ago when we were in a serious argument... Let me find it out... and show you... here you go...
I have a best friend
She is caring…
She is gorgeous…
She loves me more than loving herself…
She gives me whatever things that I requested…
She put me as her top priority…
She had seen me as an angel…
I remember…
When I said I feel like eating Greggs, she went all the way to town just to get me a chicken bake in the morning..
When I said I headache, she can give me an hour massage …
When I walking back home during the late night and she found out, she run all the way toward my way back just to company me…
When we buy stuff in Tesco she always does not allow me to carry heavy stuff and she will take most of the heavy one…
When I fall down and hurt myself, she will immediately check whether the injuries are serious or not…
When I said I need some drama series, she will try her best to look at those Chinese words and download for me
Early morning before I work… she purposely wakes up just to see me eating breakfast and send me off...
She is a girl who I know for... 5 years...She is someone who I don't remember how and when we started to get close...We had been through a lots of things... She was my room mate for the past 2 years...She was someone who I used to spend most of my time with her... She is someone who I always relied on... I always cry out loud in front of her and tell her all my problem and she never ever did that to me... She is someone who love me more than anyone... We care for each other... nothing is fake between us... The time we hated each other the most is when we fall as sick... that is the time we hate the other why did not take care of your own health properly... There is uncountable memories in our mind that no one is able to take it away from us... I am glad that I has her as my best friend my life... without her... I would not be able to achieve as far as I had achieved from the past 3 year...
She changed a lot... from a very dependent person to a very independent girl... and now i have on blame her for allowing me over rely on her for whatever things... I know She always feel that I do not trust her... always feel that I do not know how much she care for me and love me... and here I am to tell her that I know how much I mean for you and how much you value me... and it is same here for me... I am proud to be your best friend and I felt lucky to be your best friend...
I am glad that recently you started to believe someone who can take care of me well... and you gave him a chance to love me... trust me... your support mean a lot a lot a lot to me... you have given me confident to love again... and believe true love existed... I am sorry for not loving myself and always tearing in front of you for the past few years... I promise... it will never happen again... Nowadays, I can always feel the sunshine when I wake up... and I hope it will be the same for you as well... you got one less burden(me) now! We will always be happy k?
Ruby... I swear... no matter what happen... nothing can break our friendship... not even a bit... I love you forever beee..
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Friday again:)
B... thanks for treating me good and taking good care of me:) I love you... a lot a lot:)
Thursday, 2 April 2009
First Yoga class in my life
The Yoga class is not as hard as I imagined... I did not sweat a lot, not even a little, and until now I don't even feel a bit of muscle ache... kind of like disappointed, but I will still be joining the class la... better than nothing:P the teacher is totally not same with what i imagined, i thought it will be a slim and sexy lady teaching me... unfortunately... an old man stood there when I walk into the class... Next will be Pilates or.... Dai Chi? worth trying!
Then went to find Felicia, Kartz and BB to eat breakfast... Dim Zhi... 12pm Felicia and Kartz still sleeping and not ready to eat breakfast yet... so, end up just 3 of us eating lo...and it was soooo nice... eggs, hot dog, sausages, bread and bake bean... satisfied...then lepak in BB room and find for houses... Tuesday whole day will be viewing houses... some of it look damn posh... and of course their price also damn posh la...
then 6pm go back home and get ready to PC world and sainsbury... finally we decided to cycle there... and it is not as far as what i thought... quite fast though... damn passed by KFC!!! haven see the restaurant already smell the KFC already... 3 of us have the same thought! dinner! BB bought a 22 inch LCD monitor in PC world... he seems happy haha...then Kartz came and we have dinner together again!!! KFC.... 12 chicken 4 fries 2 side dishes and 1.5 litter pepsi for 14.99... love the feeling of having dinner together... Karthik was cute but a bit scary also... hopefully he will relieves his anger soon...
Then came back home... BB was like can't wait to set up his monitor... but i understand la... just like i can't wait to try my new clothes at home lo... and I feel so happy to see his exciting face... hope you got what he wants la:) Dont know why he said thank you to me though... because I carried it back? haha... actually i just want some exercise that's why I said I want to carry it back... cunning... me.... keke...
Today ate so many fattening stuff... tomorrow gonna swim 25 laps... all the best:)
Spendthrift Jocelyn...
So... I am going to join their Yoga class and pilates... and make sure I make use of the membership... recently, swimming seems like stop being effective on my body anymore... I like the feeling of sweating and muscleache... but long time didn't have both of it already... Since Shy Yee said Yoga can make people sweat a lot... so I will give it a try!!
Hopefully the weather will be warmer soon! I want jogging!! This summer should be nice... Looking forward to it!! Esther is coming in June... hooray... It's gonna be super duper fun! I wanna go Alton Tower... I wanna go to seaside, sit on the beach and hug my bb (any seaside will do, never been to any of it)...
My bb today a bit naughty... but never mind la... since it is holiday... let you be manja a bit la:P Love u...