My life was occupied by happiness for quite a while...
Everything was great! fine! perfect! just nice...
I love my 2010... The perfect year for me...
Found my true love... Ruby got job... Live in the nicest house ever... travel the world... met a gang of true friendsss.... have lots of fun... Laugh a lot... eat a lot... play a lot...
Are these things gonna end like really soon?
I presume so...
People are leaving... My love is leaving...
My happiness were starting to leave...
Bad lucks are approaching me...
Started from day before yesterday....
Received a call telling me that I was not lucky enough to get the job...
The employer said they are satisfied with my interview and like the way I answered the questions... I was a front runner but not until they interview a guy who has more job experience than me but required the same salary that I do...
I wasn't too sad about the news...
Then went back home... Got a letter from my flat agency...
Thought they are sending the cheque for me for the lock reimbursement...
Guess what! R A Bennett!! Don't ever go for this agency...
Our contract end on the 14 October... they want us to sign another 6 months contract which our previous agency, HMT and Y&G had never asked us to do that....
Ok... nvm.... I don't mind... that is acceptable... and guess what... they want us to pay a contract extension fees for £125 plus VAT!!! Fxxxking hell!!!! I couldn't believe this! I read and read and read again to make sure I didn't read them wrong! But Yeah! They are really ridiculous!!!
And then!! not only that!! Our rent was originally £450... and guess what!!! They wanna increase it to £480 for the following six months!!!! fuxk them la!!! for a bed room flat and they charging for this rate!!!! RIDICULOUS!!!!
I was totally pulled down by this news... I don't know where to move and what to do next a part from keep hunting for job in another city...
I hope all these are forceful enough to push to the extreme and make a change in my life...
All these weren't worst enough compare to arguing with Eddie...
We don't usually argue... and even so... it wouldn't be a big one...
But yesterday after a great dinner with woo they all...
We had an argument ... and it really hurt and damaging the relationship...
I just don't know how to hold on my temper... and not throwing words anymore...
Too much stress and problems recently and I really couldn't help it...
I don't know who's right and wrong...
Don't know how to make a move...
I wish things can be as great as before...
I wish no one is leaving..
I wish there is no options for me to choose and just give me the right thing to do...
I wish I am a mummy or daddy daughter... dependent on them...
Don't stay away from home at all...
Thanks my twins sis for a lovely dinner...
I love the way we watch Kang Xi and laugh out loud together...
I love the way we sat around and chit chat about life and joke around...
I love sharing my stories with all of you...
I wish we could have done this a year ago... so that we have more chance to get together...
I am really sad... really sad to be alone....
Am I gonna be miserable alone here...
I'm sad today... Don't feel like talking...
At this time... the only thing I feel like doing is work work and work....
Work that needs every single part of my brain to work...
Work that needs lot of energy to complete...
I am unhappy...
I am down...
I am sad...
I hope this is just for a day...
As I really forgot... how to deal with sadness...
If only... I have a bulldog...