Thursday, 19 August 2010

My happiness are start taking holiday from me...

My life was occupied by happiness for quite a while...
Everything was great! fine! perfect! just nice...
I love my 2010... The perfect year for me...
Found my true love... Ruby got job... Live in the nicest house ever... travel the world... met a gang of true friendsss.... have lots of fun... Laugh a lot... eat a lot... play a lot...

Are these things gonna end like really soon?
I presume so...
People are leaving... My love is leaving...
My happiness were starting to leave...
Bad lucks are approaching me...

Started from day before yesterday....
Received a call telling me that I was not lucky enough to get the job...
The employer said they are satisfied with my interview and like the way I answered the questions... I was a front runner but not until they interview a guy who has more job experience than me but required the same salary that I do...

I wasn't too sad about the news...
Then went back home... Got a letter from my flat agency...
Thought they are sending the cheque for me for the lock reimbursement...
Guess what! R A Bennett!! Don't ever go for this agency...
Our contract end on the 14 October... they want us to sign another 6 months contract which our previous agency, HMT and Y&G had never asked us to do that....
Ok... nvm.... I don't mind... that is acceptable... and guess what... they want us to pay a contract extension fees for £125 plus VAT!!! Fxxxking hell!!!! I couldn't believe this! I read and read and read again to make sure I didn't read them wrong! But Yeah! They are really ridiculous!!!
And then!! not only that!! Our rent was originally £450... and guess what!!! They wanna increase it to £480 for the following six months!!!! fuxk them la!!! for a bed room flat and they charging for this rate!!!! RIDICULOUS!!!!

I was totally pulled down by this news... I don't know where to move and what to do next a part from keep hunting for job in another city...
I hope all these are forceful enough to push to the extreme and make a change in my life...

All these weren't worst enough compare to arguing with Eddie...
We don't usually argue... and even so... it wouldn't be a big one...
But yesterday after a great dinner with woo they all...
We had an argument ... and it really hurt and damaging the relationship...
I just don't know how to hold on my temper... and not throwing words anymore...
Too much stress and problems recently and I really couldn't help it...

I don't know who's right and wrong...
Don't know how to make a move...
I wish things can be as great as before...
I wish no one is leaving..
I wish there is no options for me to choose and just give me the right thing to do...
I wish I am a mummy or daddy daughter... dependent on them...
Don't stay away from home at all...

Thanks my twins sis for a lovely dinner...
I love the way we watch Kang Xi and laugh out loud together...
I love the way we sat around and chit chat about life and joke around...
I love sharing my stories with all of you...
I wish we could have done this a year ago... so that we have more chance to get together...
I am really sad... really sad to be alone....
Am I gonna be miserable alone here...

I'm sad today... Don't feel like talking...
At this time... the only thing I feel like doing is work work and work....
Work that needs every single part of my brain to work...
Work that needs lot of energy to complete...

I am unhappy...
I am down...
I am sad...

I hope this is just for a day...
As I really forgot... how to deal with sadness...

If only... I have a bulldog...

Monday, 16 August 2010

Nice weekend :)

Hi....
Tons of things to tell!!
First, the most important one is.... I haven't heard back from Davies Green whether I get the job or not... Sigh... Almost a week passed... I think... there isn't much hope there I guess... Sigh... Nevermind... I will try again... Maybe later will call Davies Green and ask...

Second!! Which is a brilliant news!!
I got a Fujifilm mini instax camera from Esther!!!
The post man rang my door belt at 9:30am on Saturday!!!
And I was so surprised!!!!
Thanks Niang!!!
You know... I wish I could take the first pic with you!!
Never mind... I will definitely bring it back in CNY...
And take lots of pic with you!
And I love it!!! I love it!!!
Thanks Niang!!
I love you so damn much!!!

Supposedly, this week we planned to visit Alton Tower for a two days one night trip...
But, everyone seems like quite tired... specially Eddie...
Eversince we came back from Venice...
We didn't really have a good rest...
Cause everyone gonna leave soon...
So... every weekend sure have activities so that we could cherish every moment that we could stay together...

Thursday went to Gloucester to shop and dinner!
We were actually planning to go Bangkok in UK for buffet dinner...
Unfortunately they don't do buffet anymore and they are offering 3 course meal instead...
So... didn't had our dinner there...
And we went to Vinning Warehouse which is just next to Gloucester Quey!
Freaking expensive!! £13.50 for buffet!!
We thought... mmm... £13.50... it might be worth to have a try...
Damn it!! Me and Woo Woo were complaining all the way!!
The food was alright... it doesn't taste specially good or bad...
Service was ok too... But... it doesn't come up to £13.50 quality and quantity at all!!!
What they serve is almost similar to Real China or... maybe exactly same with Mango in Cheltenham!!!
Not much variety!!! They have only 3 very small section!!!
Ish!! Totally not worth for £13.50!!!
If they charge for £6.99 maybe I will feel slightly more reasonable!!!
All of us didn't have much...
And guess what... they best thing that they serve is their Crackers...
And that's it...

And guess what!
Friday night we went to Birmingham to Sing K at Pad Thai Restaurant!!!
from 11:30pm till 5am!!
Wow.... that sound a bit crazy!
We had a good sing K session though...
But some of us are quite tired...
Maybe no more midnight Sing K session for next time...
Cause it's really quite tiring...
But! their food there is really nice!!
Price are reasonable!
We had quite a lot of drinks and snacks and it only cost us £12 per person!
We had 25% off I think for that night!
Good :)

Ruby came at Saturday morning :)
Went to Gloucester again for shopping and buy some grocery stuff from Eddie's work place :)
Ruby is dying to watch Twilight! Unfortunately, there is not suitable time slot...
Mmmm... nvm :) Then we decide to drink Hoegaarden again :)
Da Bao some McDonald and Kebab! Joooppppppppppsssss.... Go Amanda's room and have it :P
As usual... We lepak till quite late at Amanda's room and don't allow her to sleep early :P

Sunday! Decided to let Eddie sleep till slightly late...
Opss.... 1pm!! only woke up :P
Hehehe.... Then!! Tried to cook curry mee!!!
Wow!! It succeeded!!!
Taste fabulous!!! Got TAO FU BOK somemore!!!
Yummy!!!
Wanna cook that for Woo and Amanda also :)

Then! Went to Jack Will!
They got massive sales :)
But... I was well behaved... didn't buy anything...
But... the Eddie..... bought over £100 clothes...
Mm.... nvm la:) he deserves it for being a good son and bf quite a while :p

Then... Went to Nero to have some drink and chit chat there :)
Till 6pm!!!
Got to send off Ruby lo....

Then we went for movie! Twilight!!
I enjoyed it!!!
But I still prefer Bella with Jacob though :P
Nice ending anyway :)
I like their love story :)
And this time got slightly more fighting session :)
I like it :)

Tuesday gonna watch The Karate Kid!!
Hurrayyyy :)

This weekend gonna spend my whole weekend with My BB Eddie... :)
Love you so much:)
I can't wait!!!

Thursday, 12 August 2010

Post interview's expression!

Gosh...
Yesterday... whole day...
I kept looking at my phone...
But I wasn't waiting for Eddie's message!
I was waiting for an unknown caller!!!
And at 1pm!!!
An unknown caller called!
But I couldn't pick up!
One is... I wasn't in a situation that I could pick up phone!
Second is... I wasn't confident to pick up that call...
Normally I will get a voice mail if I missed that call...
But I didn't!!!!
Gosh!!! Help me!!!
I was so so so panic!!
Where is my voice mail!
Double and triple check again! No leh....
Worried... worried and worried....

Alan told me... like what the old days said...
if they called you at 1 means it gonna be fun...
At the end... he said he made that up...
£$%^&*))%^*&%()%&^%&(^&

Thought he will call again at 5pm...
But he didn't....
Ok...
Today... decide to pick up the call no matter what!!!
But!! I missed the first call again!!!
And the second 1 I totally no idea when he called!
But!!! I have a voice mail!!!
Listened it...

Basically... he said... the interviewers said I am the front runner for them... and they gonna meet another person this afternoon and probably tomorrow they will let me know whether I will get the offer or not...

Ok....
Alan said... What he said probably isn't 100% trust-able...
He might made that up....

I wasn't too confident this time...
I felt my visa might be a drop back point...
Well... we will never know... until the result is out!

God bless me...

Tuesday, 10 August 2010

Interview went well :)

Wow....
Finished my interview!!!
It took almost an hour!!!
I guess... I have the chance!!!
If not... they wouldn't spend so much time.... (I guess :P)

Thanks for all my friends who were praying for me and gave me all the supports that I needed it badly:)
Special thanks to my ever best friend Ruby for giving me confident and ensure me that I am alright :) You are the best!!! And I love you!!!

There are 2 interviewer today!!!
Gosh! First time have an interview with 2 interviewer...
Luckily that I understand them well and today my tough didn't get stuck half way :)
They asked lots of question though!!! Lots of them...
I was wondering... when is my turn to ask them question leh...
as I am going for an interview with no vacancy... weird...

They offer good training though!!!
They will reimburse all my tuition fees and annual professional subscription fees!! which is superb!!! I could save up to £4,000!!!
And I can take off to go for classes!!! WAO!!!!
That would be marvellous and I will have extra holiday for study leave!!!
WAO!!!!!
Didn't talk about my visa thingy though!!!
That is the only thing that I worry about :(
Hopefully they wouldn't mind that I got only 1 year left to remain in UK...
But I am sure the agent would have already told them about my case...

Ok... hopefully I will have the job offer!!!!!!!
Wait for my good news!!!!!!!!










Monday, 9 August 2010

Beach beach beach!!!

Wow....
I am totally satisfied with my 2010 summer!!!
The best summer ever!!!
Travel non stop with all my buddies!!!
Last week Saturday had our XIAO FEI YANG steamboat as promised:)
So satisfying!!!
Yummy!!!
Like the feeling of eating and cooking together!!!
Yang Woo's special sauce is still the best!!!

Then Sunday!!!
Guess what!!!
I'm back to Bournemouth again!!!
Sat 4 hours train to reach there!!!
Then sun tanning and picnic there again!!
Sigh... the time passed so damn fast!!!
so fast 6pm already... :(
I am so so so reluctant to leave the beach :(
I wanna stay longer pls.... :(
Went to the award winning restaurant again!
DIM ZHI.... the restaurant is no longer an award winning restaurant :(
Apparently they changed management :(
The food doesn't taste as nice as last time when we were here...

Hahaha...
But I still got to eat my rum and raisin ice cream :)
Still taste the best :)

Thanks all my buddies for the lovely weekend :(
The more I hang out with you all...
The more I will miss you guys when you all are not around :(

Pictures will be uploaded soon:)

Tomorrow!!!
Got an interview will Randall and Payne!!!
Gosh... long time didnt go for interview already...
Hopefully my skill is still there...
Ruby is not around to practice with me though...

They actually don't have any vacancies...
Not sure why they wanna meet me...
Hopefully they will employ me :)
God bless me :)



Let the pictures tell the story for Venice, Iltaly - Day 3

The Third Day!!!
:( :( :(
Gonna leave Venice soon :(
Will miss this place for sure...
Wish I could come back again...
I'm sure I will :)

9am!!
Breakfast time!!!
Today I'm gonna have a lot of scramble egg!!!
Me and Eddie love it!

My Yummy Breakfast of the Day:)

Eddie took this and I like it :)

See!!! This is the view!!
We had our breakfast here!!!
Isn't it great!!!!


Writing post card here :)

The St.Mark's clock tower
Is the official timekeeper of Venice
which everyone in Venice have to follow this time set

At the top of the tower are two great bronze figures
hinged at the waist
which strike the hours on a bell
One is old and the other young
to show the passing of time

Below this is the great clock face in blue and gold inside a fixed circle of marble engraved with the 24 hours of the day in Roman numerals.

A golden pointer with an image of the sun moves round this circle and indicates the hour of the day.
Within the marble circle beneath the sun pointer are the signs of the zodiac in gold, which revolve slightly more slowly than the pointer to show the position of the sun in the zodiac.

In the middle of the clockface is the earth (in the centre) and the moon, which revolves to show its phases, surrounded by stars which are fixed in position.

- Good info from wiki :)


St.Mark Church

Campanile Bell Tower

And St. Mark Square is full of...
PIGEONssss!!!
I don't like birds!!!
I'm scared of bird!!!!
But... of course still have to take some pictures la.... :P

See.... so gerli...



Seee.... so many pigeons ...


A bit scary, innit?


Sending post card:)

Then.... Back to the pigeons place again :P
Eddie said he doesn't scared... :P
I don't believe :P

Still wanted to take a few more :P




ok last one :P

TOGETHER :)

Damn brave!

Basilica St. Marco and me :)

And now I wanna show you guys a really amazing picture!!!
Eddie took that and I feel it is really really really nice!!
Can go for competition d!
Innit?


Nice right?
I love it!!!
But...
I did try to set it as my desktop wallpaper...
But... I find it quite scary to see the bird in so close distance...
So... changed it back :P

Going back lu... with all the heavy souvenir :P

Talang!!!!!
See the black spaghetti?
It is quite nice to eat with Carbonara sauce :)

Eddie cooked for Woo and Amanda the next day after we back :)
Love it!!

And now... I am missing Venice again...

Babe... once again....
Thanks for the trip...
My dream won't come true without you...
Thanks for taking care of me...
Thanks for making me laugh...
Thanks for giving me happiness all the time...
Thanks for letting me sleep on your laps throughout the night...
I will miss you like crazy when you are not around...
I wonder... how would it be...
When you are not by my side :(
I love you...


Friday, 6 August 2010

Let the pictures tell the story for Venice, Iltaly - Day 2

Today schedule is to go 3 Islands:)
Murano - Famous for its quality glasses
Burano - Famous for its colourful houses
Lido - famous for its.... nudist beach... :P


I love Breakfast!!!
Very good appetite huh :P
With a great view and nice environment :)
I love it!!

happy to the maximum!!!

It costs 16Euro for 12 hours ticket...
Expensive... but worth it...
They didn't really have ticket check...
But I would really recommend visitors to buy it :)
They buses have a really good service:)
They deserve the pay:)

Lulu... going to Murano!!!

That's the bus!
Some are big some are small :)

posing time :)

Watch the process of making glasses for FREE!

We thought... Since it is free...
Then we would like to buy some stuff from them...as a substitution for the entrance fees...
So we went to the shop next to the factory and buy some souvenir...
Bought almost 50Euro stuff...
Came out... go to the next shop...
Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Same things but they sell cheaper there!!!
OK fine... not much different actually...
Just a few Euro...
But I bought 3 ear ring from them... original price was 22Euro each...
They have this 50% discount for jewellery...
WoW... 50% discount!
Bought 3... cause it is quite nice...
And guess what... we saw the same pair of ear ring selling @ 4.50Euro in another shop...
..... speechless...
Hahaha...
but I not so sure about their quality...
Maybe... the one I bought have a better quality ?
Hahaha... maybe..... :P

Went to the town centre of Murano
looking for their museum... :)

Pictures time :)

Like this :)

this one as well :)

Eddie's holding almost 80Euro souvenir from different shops!

Amazing!!



old houses....



NEXT DESTINATION!
BURANO!

Hungry!!
get some food!!
Forget the name of this dish!
But is their local food!
Eddie said he will blog about the food in Venice..
As he is very specialised on food :P
Cost 11 Euro for this dish...
and it contained....

big prawns....

Small little Octopus :)
We love this the most!!
Very delicious!

This is good as well!!
Squids...

Small prawns :)
Very Juicy:)

Small fish...
Mmm...
not really fancy this...

Big fish...
this either...

Mussels...

Their ice cream is the best!!!
Really!!!
Best of the best!!!
We had 2 of them!!

This shop!
Right in front of the Burano station!
Highly recommended :)

See the colourful houses:)
Woo told me that....
They have this colourful house is because...
In olden days...
Most of the residents here are fisherman...
And they always come back home late...
They can't really recognise their house...
and that's why... they painted their house with colour :)



Love it!


trying to be professional :)

I love this shop!!
The lady inside is really nice:)
Unfortunately... we spend too much in Murano...
No more $$$...
Didn't buy anything from the shop...

Love Burano the most!!


Soooo colourful...








Going back to hotel and have a rest first...
Too much sun...
A bit tired...
Need freshen up :P

On the way back!

Saw this huge ferry!!
Full of people on top!!

Evening...
Still very crowded in St mark!

Going to Lido!

Sun set...
Nice :)

Me and Babe:)



HUGE!!!

Ops...bb got no naked women to see d...
All gone home...
Hahahaha...

After been to Barceloneta
This is nothing to compare :P

Dinner at Lido!!

See my black noodle spaghetti!!

Superb!!!
Same with the black rice...
It used the ink of squids!!
Delicious!!
Yummy!!!!!
Must try if you have the chance :)

The very ordinary margherita pizza!!!
nice!!!!nice!!! nice!!
Thumbs up!!!

Nice view...

End of Day 2...
Back to hotel :)

I love all the pictures that taken today!!!
I feel I look slightly prettier :P
Hehe...
And I love all the background as well.. :)
Thanks to Eddie - the well trained photographer :P

Again... Thanks bb for bring me to this 3 small little islands...
Today trip is really relaxing
I enjoyed it to the maximum :)
Sorry that you didn't get to see naked women today in Lido :P
But I am sure you have had enough in Barceloneta :P
I love today trip :)
You made my dream come true :)
I....
love...
you........

One day... we will definitely visit Venice again :) That's my new dream :)