Reborn

This used to be a "secret blog"... no one know about this blog except if someone purposely go search about it la... Nowadays, blogging seems like a very hot topic... and I always can see the good and bad side of it...for me, the pros is of cause building up memories... I like to read blogs that consist of pictures and some daily life things... I always wonder why some blogger can remember some tiny things in their life and blog about it... I respect them deep in my heart... I guess it will be damn nice when they read back their blog and see some silly stuff they did...

There and still many good things about blogging... such as... to tell your friends who care about you that you are well or unwell... it is a fact that sometime we couldn't inform all of our friends about what had happened in our life... but when you blog about it...at least those who concern about it would have read about it... but, the cons are... Sometime peoples do blog about what they hate and don't like... or about someone had offended them... it will feels damn bad when you fell the one who hated by the blogger is related to you or it is actually you... specially to those who are very sensitive about being hate by somebody...

I used to blog when i am sad or depress... or, i will blog when i am abnormally happy as well... I did blog about my cooking and baking stuffs, I did blog about my travel experiences... but, i had stopped from blogging for more than a year i guess...

I been going to swimming frequently for about 2 months... I love the feeling of swimming... I did not care how much it cost me and i just can't stop myself from going to swimming... I feel refreshed after swim for an hour... as normal, yesterday i went to swim again... I think of lots of things... and I swam non-stop for an hour... all so suddenly, i felt relieve!!! totally relieve!!! relieve from some matter that bothering me from the past few weeks which is to accept the fact that my ex who broke up with me few months ago has had a gf and accept the fact that I had been betrayed again and the most essential element that drag me out from the darkness is realizing the fact that someone silly has always been there for me all the time when I needed him and taking care of me when I felt depress and sad... many many many more memories refreshed in mind... many scene came out and to sumarise it is... I am getting ready to... fall for someone silly...

From that on, I will never think of how many times my ex cheated me... how many times he betrayed me... how many times I forgived him... how much I loved him and how much i sacrificed for him... because all these are no longer worth for mentioning... no longer need to bring it out... no longer important to me anymore... I forgived him and we should now be 100% a part and move on...

From that on, I belonged to someone who....... *to be continued*