It's friday again...

Gosh... time flies...

It's Friday again...

I always craving for Fridays when start working on Mondays..

But I got scared of how time flies when Fridays come...

Couldn't believe that I have been in UK for almost 4 years until HSBC started to delete my malaysia's home address and

Gosh... 4 years... and I wonder where would I be in another 4 years time...

There are times that I feel I need to go back home for good...

But, staying here will always be my last decision...

Peoples might think it's all because of the earning here is good...

But, honestly... it's not the reason for me to stay...

When I think of going back Malaysia for good...

I can't really imagine how my working life will be in Malaysia...

I don't drive, I can't stand stress, I hate working overtime, I want to go for gym every alternate day...

Is that possible?

Life here is easy... Stress-less... and of course... boring...

9am-5pm working, 6pm gym, 8pm supper, 11pm bed time...

Shops close after 5pm... and restaurants close after 11pm...

Seldom went for movies even though cinema is just right beside my house... about... 3 minutes walk??

No traffic jam and it only take 7 minutes to walk to my office..

And now... I am worrying about what's next after 2 years when my VISA expired?

I definately wanted to go back home...

I feel sad when I realised I seldom stayed at home ever since I was 13 and I spend so little time with my family...

5 years Boarding school... 2 years stayed in Subang... then after that 4 years in UK..

Sometime... I'm scared... scared that I will be abandoned by them...

I definately will be back...

But, am I capable for the competitive environment?

I seriously doubt that...

I will be 25 after 2 years... Gosh... who would take the risk to employ someone like me who has a easy life and easy job in UK for 2 years...

What should I do...