我这个女生

我这个女生。。。
very impulsive... 很冲动。。。
我可以很understanding。。。
但我偶尔会为很小很小的一件事情而大发雷霆。。。
我会说出一些很伤人的话。。。
对我越在意的人。。 我伤得越深。。。

但我爱一个人。。也会爱得很深。。。
我不会背叛。。。
我的心里就只会住着一个人。。。
一个爱我的你。。。
我不会隐瞒你任何事情。。。
只希望你可以看得到我的世界。。。
我会天天为你做便当。。。
天天给你爱得拥抱。。。
天天给你温暖的问候。。。
天天跟你聊心事。。。
天天让你看见你最喜欢的笑容。。。

世上没有完美的人。。。
我很庆幸。。。
我身边的人。。。
都很可以接受跟体谅我的坏脾气。。。
但我觉得自己却好象。。重来无法接受自己很在意的人的缺点。。。
我该好好反省反省。。。学习学习。。。

一路以来。。。
我都觉得自己好幸福。。。
虽然。。。我没有一个十分温暖的家庭。。。
但爸爸妈妈都满疼我。。。
姐姐跟弟弟们也是。。。
好友跟不必说。。。
人家说。。。知己不必多。。。一个就够了。。。
但。。。我老早就遇到了两个！
她们都是我金钱买不到的宝！
我很爱很爱她们。。。
情人。。。
我们好象在不对的时间喜欢上了彼此。。。
也许伤害了别人。。
无论爱情有无对于错。。。
决定了就应该坚持。。。
你一路以来的坚持。。。
是我爱你得原动力，宝贝。。。

This post is specially for you...

I never expect that you will give me that much of love n care...

I remember I told Ruby...

"In a relationship, no one will give their love without thinking of return..."

And now... I feel... I was wrong...

Cause of you...

I still remember in the beginning...

I quite often compare between you and my ex...

Saying good he is and all...

Sorry... I was really really wrong...

And you didn't get fed up with it...

And I know... you were quite upset but you tried not to show it to me...

In fact, U still treating me the best that you can...

I can feel that you are not doing it for the sake of winning him...

You are doing it because you want to treat me like a princess and make me the happiest person in the world...




As I always said... Your loves are so comfortable...

As time goes by...

I felt more and more secure...

More and more confident on our relationship...

We not used to say about future... or forever...

All the experiences taught us that things will change... feeling will change...

Love will change... but...

Hahaha... but see... after a month... everything changed...

Hahaha... we would not say that we will definitely will be together forever but...

We make sure that we will always give commitment, communicate well... and understanding well...

No harsh words, no guessing, no shouting...

I can see that both of us made every single effort to protect our love :)

I can feel that you slowly have more confident on my love to you... believed me that I'm 100% yours now... :) :) :)


Even though we know things might change as the time flies...

There are many other factors that might change our relationship...

But we will try our best to protect it:)




May god bless us:)

This post is specially for you...

Mr Eddie Ng:) Thanks for everything... n I love you... I always feel warm whenever you are with me...

年初八！

Oh my god!!!
I had a really really nice meal!!!
It makes me think of my sis and Matthew...
I miss them so so so so much...
Hopefully they can visit me again in June...
But I dont think so la~
I bet they can't save that fast! Specially my sis!

Ok... Start with my sunshine morning!!!
Woke up then get ready to go out for breakfast as planned!
Yummy!! I enjoyed the breakfast session!

Hahaha...
Eddie portion!
I thought he can't finish it!
But he did!

Ruby's!
See how much she loves her hash brown!

My NE NE POT eggs!!
I love it!!

Then went for shopping lu~~
I bought nothing but Eddie did!!
He love to buy cloth!

So this is what he got from NEXT...
Me and Ruby choose 1...
Hahahaha...
Now he still nicely fashion show there...
#$%%$$%*...
Tak boleh Tahan...

Rush back home to cook!!!
Can't wait for the delicious dinner!!!
I'm quite sure Dennis will cook something nice cause he failed last night!

8/10!!!
Nice!!
VERY FAT! VERY DELICIOS! VERY YUMMY!
VERY SATISFYING!!
Ruby forgot to take the picture...
Luckily I took it with my phone:P
But doesn't look that nice though:P
Better than nothing:)

Specially way of cooking rice taught by Matthew and Wing!
Nice! Success!
Woo loves it!

n finally!
My Chicken Rice's Chicken!!!

Super nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Really!!!
Two t thumbs up!!!
Dennic n Eddie gave 9 marks for it and 1 marks for improvement!!
Hahahahaha!!!!
Ruby ate till can't talk d...
Hahahaha...
I add rice somemore!!!
I don't mind to gain weight because of this:P

n eventually...
5 of us...

Habiskan 2 box of pork...
1 whole chicken
n 4 cups of rice...

GENG!!!

You both are my real sister...
Love you both to every single bits!

n of course you are my love as well:)
You always are:)

Oh ya...
A cheap and delicious cake recommend to you all...

It is from Tesco the frozen food there...
It is called Blackforest Gatau!
Try it:)

AMANDA n ALICE!!
Wait can't for you guys to come back n join the gain weight club!

Happy Chinese New Year n Happy Valentine Day (Belated)

Hello...
Sorry!!!
Gosh... Its been a long time since I last blog!
Sorry.....

Happy Chinese New Year n Happy belated Valentine Day!!!
Hahaha... My New Year and Valentine eve was not good at all!!
Ish! We were drinking at home... Dancing n gambling...
Then Eddie very EMO!
He went and down so so so many tequila shot...
I guess... it was around... 7-8 shots?
Ish!!! Then he was drunk and puking all...
Ish!!! He is totally a stranger to me when he was drunk...
I honestly hate that!!!
So EMO! So noisy! So harsh to me! So rude to me!

Did nothing special for Valentine but had a really good dinner with Woo, Angeline, Eddie, Dayna and Ruby!
We had steamboat again!! hahaha... soon you can call us steamboat queens already!!!
We ate Xiao Fei Yang with Woo's special sauce again!! Yummy!! Super full on that day!!

Valentine I gave surprises for Ruby n Eddie:)
Secretly made Eddie a photo frame!!
A really nice 1~


See... nice right~~
All handmade 1 leh~~
I thought of keeping it for own use:P
Haha... then gave him a big card with lots of pictures and words...



Nice~~~
Was planning to make him a cheese cake...
But plan failed...
End up we made it together:)

Taste Yummy!!!!!!
Quite easy to make:)

Then early morning I place the frame, card and the cake with a candle in living room...
Hahahaha... he shocked when he enter the living room!
Hahaha... I love his expression...
He was really surprised~
I can see that he really didn't expect anything from me:P

I made Ruby a special card as well...
N present her s eye shadow brush which she needs the most:)
Glad that she likes it:)


N of course I got present as well!

Too bad... both are not from Eddie...
Anonymous...
But still glad that I received it!
Flower of the year!
Thank you!!!

From my love Ruby!
My favorite chocolate!

Hahaha... guess who made this?

Didn't really have an impressive Valentine but glad that I was surrounded by all my loves:P
That is more than enough...:) :) :)

NEW YEAR!
Totally no New Year feel...
Gonna gamble tonight again!
WIN WIN WIN!!!

E n J

I love the things that you have done today:)

I'm so touched... even though it was not something very big...

But I just felt so much being loved...

I have never expect you will do anything for me...

N maybe that's why I always got surprised when you did something for me even though it was not something big or special...

You have never been selfish in your love to me...

I can always feel your love easily...

Thanks for all the commitment...

Thanks for always be there for me...

Don't say you are not a good boy friend anymore...

I don't care about how you were in the past or how you will be in the future...

At least now... You are the best one for me, Eddie :)

A long Birthday:)

Saturday!
Even thought my birthday has passed...
But when I woke up on Saturday...
Went to Ruby's room as usual...
Hahaha... Wake her up...
Then she said... Happy Birthday~~~~ Happy 181
Hahahaha...
Funny la her!!!
She said the whole week will be my birthday~
N she took 3 days off for me...!!! Happy 182
Love u~

Then She said she want to eat a really spicy noodles...
Then I cooked this!
Hahaha... We enjoyed it... Happy 183
Chit Chat Chit Chat!
Hahaha....
Then!
Suddenly feel like cut hair for her n Eddie!
Then straight away! Action!
End up not bad wor... Happy 184
Hahahaha...

Then Spider visited!
Hahaha...
Eddie used quite long to settle that!
Ish!

Then suddenly feel like cooking something!
We cook doughnut!
Cooked a lot!
But non of us like it...
Very oily...

Then at night...
Feel like drink tim!
3 of us... drink tequila pop!
Chit Chat Chit Chat!
Till 4am!!!!!
Gosh!! Happy 185
We still planning to go Birmingham the next day leh!!!

But still... We manage to wake up!
Just not on time only....
Sunday is really a marvelous day for 3 of us...

Gosh!!
We laugh non-stop throughout the journey!!! Happy 186
Specially Ruby n Eddie...
They both just...
Addicted to laughing!
Sometime irritate me as well!

Many miracle happen!
Ruby! The luckiest girl in the world!
We were late n if we didnt catch the 1:12pm train then we will have to wait till 2:30pm! cause the next train has been cancelled!
Then we decided to catch the taxi at 12:58pm!! Gosh!!
So rush!
When we taxi driver as what time is our train...
We very shame n said... 1:12pm!
Luckily enough he is so kind!
He speed up for us!! Happy 187
Ruby kept asking me to stay positive cause I was so worry..
I trusted her!
When we reached! Gosh... Nyam nyam 1:12pm!
But!! We haven bought tickets!!!
No queue!

But when we buy the ticket...
The xx seller said the train gone!
Then we very disappoint n decide to wait for the next train in the room...
Then ruby suddenly said she will go and double confirm the next train time...
Then she went out to the platform there...
Then suddenly I saw a short little girl running very fast toward us!
Hahahaha... is it Ruby! n waving at me like asking me to run out!
We just run as fast as we can to the platform!
But I was wearing boots!!
I keep screaming Ruby~~!! Ruby~~!!Ruby~~!! Ruby~~!!
Very scared they left me behind!!!
Hahahaha...
We manage to get into the train! Happy 188
Then I only ask ruby... what happen... Then she said she say the screen saying that the train is going to Birmingham... I faster ask her to double confirm with the security guard there....
Hahahaha... That train was actually 1:12pm train... It departed slightly late...

Wow.... WE ARE SO LUCKY!!
The xx seller simply say it has gone...
Ish!
Lucky we have our lucky girl with us!
If Ruby didnt go n check out the time...
We probably will just sit in the room n wait for the next train...!

Tool lots of pictures in the train:) Happy 189






Then reached Birmingham!
Shop around but didnt buy anything...
Except Eddie!

Ruby loves this! I also :)

Waiting someone to pay...

Hahaha... Eddie bought this jacket!
For HIMSELF!
Hahahaha....

Ruby loves this pic:)

Then went to a cafe called soya cafe I think!
Not bad!!
The foods there are really very nice n cheap!!
Happy 190

Ya... It is call cafe soya:)

This is nice:)

My Tao Fu Fa Sesame!

Ruby loves the original 1!

Yi... shy la....

hahaha... both shy...

It is near... the market there!
Worth trying!
Will visit there again for sure!

Hahaha... Paparazzi!

Waiting for Sing K session:)

5:30pm went to sing K!!!
Wow!! We ordered crab!!!
NICE~~~~
We had dim sum as well!!!!

WoW! Crab!!
I can't believe I can eat this in UK!
10.90 pound only!
Worth!!
n Nice!
Happy 191

Some special fried rice:)
Nice!
Happy 192

Not very nice Cha Xiu Bao..

The foods there are nice! Yummy!
N not as expensive as I thought:)
Good!

Love this pic!

Ruby n Eddie sang English song....
Only I sing Chinese....

See! I can stand to no have all the yummy foods there first and continue singing...
Hahahaha...

5:30pm sing n eat till 8:20pm...
Only cost 41pounds for 3 people:)

Will go there often!
Happy 193